The very day I lost you,
My heart was broken forever.
I cried for days and weeks,
Felt broken, even severed.
My body didn’t feel right,
You weren’t growing in my uterus
I blamed God with all my anger,
And completely felt useless.
You now have a baby sister or brother
And every time daddy and I argue,
One very worried mother.
We argued a lot when I was carrying you.
I was so stressed out with everything,
That’s when our family shrunk from three to two.
I know you’re safe with Jesus today.
I think of you often
But that doesn’t make the pain go away.
One day we will get to meet each other,
For now I patiently wait,
For your baby sister or baby brother.